I’ve never felt such an all encompassing heartache. Deep to my bones, my body is heavy. My mind cannot escape and everything around me holds the shadow of him. Two years of my life was spent loving him and planning a future with him and now I am thrown into the world, alone and abandoned. Every memory and every experience is reminiscent of him and it’s suffocating me.
Unconscious thoughts trigger the sting of tears and I have to remind myself to breathe.
I’m doing okay, thank you. Time will heal broken hearts but until then I am focusing on work and classes. xxx